58 down, 2 to go

I can't believe that there are only 2 more weeks left of my nursing classes and I AM DONE. Finished. Of course, this is assuming that I am going to pass the class :) After the horrid test we took today, I am so very, very thankful I had a great average with some cushion. Just need to rock the next test and the final exam and I will a-ok.

I hope that the college sends the transcripts soon to the board of nursing. I am really hoping to schedule my test in the beginning of june. I am scared to death of taking the nclex. completely. totally. scared. I guess this is normal to have this anxiety about it. I mean after all the work and time and life-changing events/priorities, I would just die if I don't pass. I honestly don't know what to think or do.

On another note, I interviewed at another local hospital last week for a position in ob and er. I felt that the interview went well, but truth be told, I really wanted a position in the icu, for which I am interviewing for this coming wednesday. the problem is that this hospital does not pay as well as the one I currently work, so it just makes the decision even harder. I guess I have to actually be offered the position first - duh - but in case that happens, i want to be prepared of what I am actually planning on doing. I do hate not knowing what I am planning on doing. I have just been too indecisive on this. Guess I will just see how things go and then make a decision from there. Gotta get my pros/cons list out right away though and formulate some questions to ask in the interview.

guess i really need to catch some zzzzz's. first tuesday in awhile that i don't have to get up before dawn and go to clinicals *grin*